November 14, 2007

Believe With Me

Sometimes I think that it's harder to be the one that loves. As I submit to tests, and take action against a sea of paperwork, all they can do is stand by and watch.

Bear begs me to literally lean on him, offering his little shoulder as my crutch. And CD? Well, CD struggles. Whispering on the wind of the fears we don't speak.

Reminding me that I married him for a lifetime. As though we are promised so many years.

My heart breaks. I want to race to the end of this, and show them this will all be all right. It's just another complication. And probably a negligible one for all that.

There is no monster under the bed. Get to the part where the white coats back me up on this.

But days can not be skipped. And who would want to?

So we live our days in order.

I made this for him. It was my birthday yesterday, so I got some free hours to spend any way I wanted. Luxurious snippets to create, without the guilt of whatever else needed doing.

I made this for him. Who has come so far with me. We have so much farther we dream of going.

This is my shout to his whisper. And maybe more hope than know.

Posted by: Elizabeth at 03:32 PM | Comments (11) | Add Comment
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1 Absolutely beautiful. Happy belated, hope you feel better very soon.

Posted by: Mrs Groovy at November 14, 2007 05:35 PM (vbsJb)

2 Just beautiful! I will be praying for you. I hope you will be feeling better soon.

Posted by: tonya at November 14, 2007 09:00 PM (0lPlb)

3 That was amazing, Elizabeth. Thanks for sharing it with us. I can only imagine how it made CD feel! Thinking many good thoughts your way, and hopes that these days get easier to carry.

Posted by: alice at November 15, 2007 07:28 AM (JK1qr)

4 Elizabeth, I cried when I saw this. The more difficult things get, the more you dig in and believe, no insist, that life is good and the next adventure is right around the corner. You are right. I wish you health and abundance.

Posted by: Laura at November 15, 2007 09:04 AM (Tqoj6)

5 Happy belated Birthday! Here's to good results, and quickly.

Posted by: Beth at November 15, 2007 09:33 AM (gCgNr)

6 Happy Birthday! I hope the test results are quick and you are feeling better soon.

Posted by: Hexe at November 15, 2007 10:50 AM (JtOR6)

7 Thank you for sharing this with us. It was lovely. I hope you hear good news soon.

Posted by: momtowahid at November 15, 2007 01:15 PM (msbri)

8 You captured SO many moments in your lives together. It's so beautiful that you shared all those memories with us.

Posted by: Grace at November 17, 2007 04:23 AM (L058b)

9 Having been the one who loves and watches and waits, I don't think that it's harder, though it is terribly hard. Thank so much for sharing your beautiful birthday creation. Belated happy birthday, Elizabeth. And many more.

Posted by: Kimberly at November 18, 2007 06:36 AM (MxRdB)

10 Thank you! http://balvehub.com/iejc/bhxg.html | http://llqqbukr.com/aerj/doby.html

Posted by: Vincent at November 22, 2007 01:41 AM (RA89A)

11 Oh, my goodness. It's my turn to be weepy! That slideshow was amazing - YOU are amazing. E, I wish I could live next door and share tea and sentimentality with you. I get it. And I believe with you. xoxo

Posted by: Margi at November 23, 2007 05:56 PM (Vxef1)

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