November 15, 2006

She's Not Here

I don't have an image editing prgram here, so please excuse grainy pictures...
balcony2.JPG She had the chairs reupholstered to match the new sofa when I was in college. Soft Florida colors to match the palm trees and the waterview.

The card taped by the thermostat tells me in her handwriting to set the dial to "auto".

Her stapler is lined up with her tape dispenser on her desk. Liitle address stickers with her name.

The embroidery she was always working tucked, unfinished, with the crossword puzzle books on the shelf.

In the morning, the sun blasts onto the balcony.

I stir my coffee, and pad across the room. It's a shadow, I know. But my heart leaps before I can tell it no.

No.

It's been 5 years, heart.

You should know by now.

She's not here.

Posted by: Elizabeth at 06:55 AM | Comments (3) | Add Comment
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1 Sometimes I don't think thats a feeling that ever goes away. 29 years after my father died I think I see him out of the corner of my eye. 13 years after my grandmother died I swear I hear her voice. What does it mean - I don't know; but I use those feelings, those moments and suck them into me just in case I never get them again.

Posted by: cursingmama at November 17, 2006 02:51 AM (PoQfr)

2 I still hear my grandad correcting my grammar a decade later - he can be pretty annoying! but I wouldn't change it

Posted by: dodo at November 17, 2006 10:59 PM (iyelI)

3 This made me cry.

Posted by: gigi at November 18, 2006 04:24 AM (ljeWJ)

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